Now that K has left the condo, but the night is still young, how about I sit for 30 minutes after all.  Let's use this new superpower of mine in the face of this complex grief.  He's still in my life, but now he's physically distant.  I'll be OK, but my life is changing -- and his is changing way more, for the better.

And, WTF, I should definitely ( Read more... )

I dunno, 30 minutes of zazen per day seems sustainable so far?  Feels like a manageable chunk of time.  At least while I'm working from home during Quarantine.  Yeah, let's stick with 30 minutes until After the Vaccine.  Which is enough minutes for me to fall all the way into my zazen trance, if not to fall asleep entirely, regardless of the time ( Read more... )